I'm back and, how I promised, I've submitted some things that was on my pc just waiting to be signed.
I've still some wallpaper to put in my DA, but I think is enough for now.
In this days I'm so stressed and tired =çç=, fortunately tomorrow I'll stay at home, so I'll can do the arrear work.
I've so much ideas for ff, but no time and desire to write these. Mhhh, no, maybe I've the desire, but the time really there isn't. I've catch out my notes full of ff never completed, showing my "works" to Kicchan...She'll kill me soon or later. Sorry Kicchy *^*!

Long time ago, I had the time to do much things. I had a blog and sometimes I updated my DA space with deviation that I had the time to do.
All this was looong time ago, so now i haven't the time for nothing, what a truble =___=!
Maybe I'll submit somethig else in this days, for now I've put two wall I've done last night.
My DA seemed so lonely T___T.
So bye bye to everyone!

tagged me, so here there is my answer:

Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things/habits/little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird habits/things/little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

1# I love to walk without shoes in my house.
2# I belive in ghost, but I'don't have fear of them.
3# Someone call me "Matahari", because I investigate about everything and everyone.
4# I love cook pasta with tuna, more generally I love cooking.
5# I often wake up in the middle of the night and beliving to have to go out as if it was morning I beginning to dress myself, then I understand it is still night and go to sleep half-dressed.
6# I hate eat in public.
7# I'm too much protective about my glasses, no one can touch it.
8# People is always scared when see that I have a blade in my hand...But I don't understand the reason.
9# I hate kids from about they are 3years old.
10# Fire and water are much interesting for me, I still play with them every time I can.
11# I'm pretty good at writing (in italian), but it's strange because I don't read much.
12# My room is always full of paper, I would have to clean up it.
13# I love dramatic movies.
14# I have heavy isteric crisis about 4-5 times in the year.
15# When I talk with someone the words that I hate more are "sorry" and "thanks", to say and to listen.

I Tag:

So, now I fell better.
There are things that I can't help, and this is the only true.
Maybe is in my nature worry about everythings, but this is another thing I can't help (really stupid me, sorry^^).
At the end I have to go forward and leave in the past the sad events.
Soon it comes again the cold...finally...I was tired of waiting it. It make me really happy and more positive, so I hope the winter arrive here more fast as possible.
There are also people that made me happy in this days, and I want to thanks them...ARIGATOU MINNA-SAN!!! (this is in romanji, tras. "Thanks to everybody")

Now this is my true.

Why everything have to go in this way?
When I fell better again, the things i love, push me down. Again and again. Writing, drawing, they cause me always sufferings.
I start to think if is better to stop to do this things.
I would to continue, but don't in this way, because like this I only hurt me. I'm very sorry, so sorry. I've done a lot of mistakes.